Jessica

Another  Jessica. I should have just realized I was not that lucky with girls who held that name. Oh well. This one was more my fault then anything. I suppose you could say it was a Jessica's fault that I never pursued this other certain Jessica.

I was working at SACC still and my old boss Alisha was leaving. Her replacement came in the form of this girl named Jessica. She was an attractive dark haired girl and I could tell instantly that she was interested in me.

There was only one problem. My heart belonged to someone else. If you read the previous blog, then you know of the girl named Jessie. At this time, Jessie had just proclaimed her love to me and I was on top of the world. There was little anyone could do to make me even think about anyone else as a romantic partner. In my head, Jessie was the end all be all. This other girl named Jessica just came into my life a the wrong time.

This other Jessica came at me strong. She was one of the only girls to ever come over to me and show interest towards me from the get go. After each advance, I turned her down. I tried to explain to her the situation I was in, and she tried to get me to change my mind about the other girl I was infatuated with, but she could not dissuade me. My mind was set. Although this girl was attractive and attracted to me, I belonged to someone else.

I do have to try and remember to do that Hersey Kiss stunt this Jessica told me though. I'm sure my love would enjoy that, even if it was not imagined from my own brain.

Oh how wrong could I have been? I stopped working at SACC before I found out that Jessie went ahead and got a boyfriend while in Miami...unbeknownst to me. I also did not have the SACC Jessica's phone number and I never made an attempt to go back to that school and try and get it either.

I messed this one up from the get go mainly because of my stubbornness. Oh well. Such is life.